Oh my , what a sleepless night again..
Do i sleep too much or wake up too late today?
Not really.
Don't know why there are alot of pictures and voices,
when i close my eyes.
I believe everyone of you have experience it at least once as mine.
How i wish my room can look at the sky through the window.
There will be some shinny stars give me some light,
A moon that sing to me till i sleep.
Not sure what is the pictures through your mind when you sleepless.
But mine, is all the pass and regret.
I do swear to myself, regret is not allow to step in my life.
even 'it' stepping to my life,
but i will make sure i use the other way to make 'it' turn around.
Nah, all this words for these year is just cheating myself.
The sadness and the most deep in tattoo i got,
was the one i saw him leave me.
Actually alot things we can do to make him stay,
but i don't know why, we just didn't think of it.
When everything is done and end,
you will think alot and that is how sleepless night happen.
Everyone have their own dream,
of course me too. I am just a human too.
Was so innocent and funny when you think back.
Dream that i got a big house such as banglo,
Enough for my father and mother to stay in with their partner.
erm.. ya, my mom and dad separate before he leave us.
But tonight suddenly a question pop up,
How can their stay in a same house happily and peaceful with their own partner?
OMG! I'm so ridiculous!
Here is a point to remind me always think back what target you set,
make sure is no mistake in it.
If till the day you make it come truth,
is too late for you to realise all the mistake.
People always said, do not live in the past.
Nope, i didn't. Just that everyone will have their past be with them,
no matter where they go.
Just depends on how you treat it and how you handle it.
As what i always like to says,
"When comes to a silent night, emotional will slowly climb out from the wall you set"
There is no fault to be emotional.
But make sure you find a good way to comfort 'it'.
Do not misleading it till tragedy happen.
Use a correct way to make yourself feel better,
and my way is write it out.
Not to announce it, but i just want to write it out in my open diary.
Hope i can really sleep now.
Gosh !! still need to OT tomorrow !!
Here it is.. The Golden Sand Baossss!! It looks like normal bao in the picture, but actually is slightly smaller but slightly bigger than the mini bao. If you never tried before, you will suprise with the filling. Is not normal as the outlook!
I really can't resist. Let me have a bite before my main course serve ! It really hot outside and inside. Yum Yum.. (Drolls)
Wonder what is so nice about the filling?? Here is the picture, you can see it yourself. But so sorry due to camera setting problem so the picture not so clear. The filling is just like salted egg yolk mix with custard and sugar syrup. The filling really smell very nice and goes well with the bao. Caution ! Filling is really hot and leaking !!
